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T O P I C R E V I E Wanongrl10If you did, how did you deal?Every time Nept hits my Sun directly I'm one big ball of OUCH! No kidding. Asking for sharing personal experiences, strategies to deal, etc. Of course answering this presumes that 1) you know what I'm talking about, 2) have been through the transit yourselves, 3) are willing to share your experience and 4) help me out by offering thoughts/suggestions/plain old good commiseration. athenegoddessI haven't but it sounds harsh. anongrl10It truly is and it's never ending due to my stellium! I have a huge 1st house and it's still in it but this time squares almost exact my Sag Sun. Going to my Merc next, has gone back and forth over my N Nept and MC...... To sum it up: deceptive, paranoid, dysfunctional people in my life on a daily basis. It's doing my head in. If I was hallucinating or taking drugs I would have an easier ride but I am opposed to using these kinds of crutches in my life. Sigh. How are you doing btw? Any improvement? Or have u moved out? Thank you very much for commiserating. athenegoddessOh my dear that sounds awful. I for one cannot be around people like that because I am an emotional sponge and I will literally go crazy. I need peace and harmony at all times. I'm really sorry you are going through that! All I can say is whatever you do, don't become one of them and stay strong show neptune you can take the heat! Oh and thaks for asking. We actually made up and we are going to see each other for first time today since we broke up. Moon is in Taurus about to conjunct my Jupiter. Hopefully it goes well.anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by athenegoddess:Oh my dear that sounds awful. I for one cannot be around people like that because I am an emotional sponge and I will literally go crazy. I need peace and harmony at all times. "Emotional sponge" could have been my middle name! Sigh. And with my Jup in Libra (I'm a Sag Sun) I too need peace and harmony above all. quote:I'm really sorry you are going through that! All I can say is whatever you do, don't become one of them and stay strong show neptune you can take the heat! Thank you! [shaking fist towards Neptune "Will show you!"...grrr.... Remember Lucy Ball's face when she went "rrrrrrr"? That's me right there! ] quote:Oh and thaks for asking. We actually made up and we are going to see each other for first time today since we broke up. Moon is in Taurus about to conjunct my Jupiter. Hopefully it goes well.Great! Fingers X'ed for you. You are really strong and have a good head on your shoulders, you will do what makes sense. I know you're hurting... Usually the strongest people are the most sensitive. SaggiMCI've had this a while ago, and it really all depends on your sun aspects. Mine is well aspected so I hardly had any problems with it. I did find it rather psychic, sensitive.I was developing my mediumship and spirit worked with me most days, but not in the conventionaly way. I one point I was take off the astral planes every night for 3months solid. I know this because next day I sat in front of my computer and relived it through my third eye with the help of spirit. I had a few guides, one eygptian called Izikiel,one chinese man called Ho Far, a red indian called Little Eagle. they took me back to past lives, one I drowned, one I was hanged. One in Egypt where I finished my iniatation into the big White brotherhood. They took me to the Halls of Learning, church services, Catherdrals. All sorts of wonderful things. Some I just had to sit and cry about. One where i was being trained by a medicine man, and he was teaching me out of body techniques.I had a wonderful black stallion called jerrick who mainly took me up to the higher planes, where I would meet my guides. Other mediums in circles have seen this stallion, so i know it's not a figment of my imagination. he's been with me for 3other incarnations...I also (on the negative side) had a psychic attack..explained more here http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/004438.html I remember that Xmas my three mains guides did a treat for me, did something wonderful. I stood in front of my patio door, it was going dark. As I stood transfixed my face started to change to each of my three guides, who were sitting on the sette next to me giggling. I couldn't beleive my face changed three times, so i said, "do it again" and yes they did.....SaggiMCAt that time of T Neptune square Sun, I had my Shamballa MDH attunement 1 & 11six months later I did the Masters. Well trust me having these *really* opens up your pshychic channels and because your body 'holds more light' you can attract if you are not careful, people wandering the lower astral planes. One example of this was some stranger came to me with a stutter wanting me to give a message to someone. He heard me send my thoughts out for my guide for assistance. On this he manhandled me and pinned up on my own sette. ... then I screamed for some help, which came. I was dropped like a sack of spuds, freaking out, hyper ventalating. Went and had a swift sherry or two....for what seems weeks I kept hearing an astral bell. Let me explain, whilst fully asleep it just sounded like someone was doing, 'knock a door run' which made me jump out of bed and run to the window, at different times like 2,3 4am. But allsorts goes through your minds, family, police, death... very freakey... I go so used to being woken up I learnt to ignore it as best I could. From what I can gather, it's a 'warning of psychic attack'athenegoddessAhh thanks anongirl. You are very sweet. stay strong. inthemisosoupI have first and 10th house stelliums (sun in the 10th); with Neptune just creeping into my first house this is going to be a long next few years. anongrl10inthemisosoup, don't worry too much, dear. It can play differently from chart to chart and for each person. I'm in the middle of the so called mid-life crisis transits so lots of other things are going on at the same time. It doesn't have to be as bad for you. And I had periods of respite. It's when it goes exact that I'm feeling it mostly (thank God). anongrl10Thanks for sharing, SaggiMC, I truly appreciate it; I have had some pretty weird things happening during this transit too. But when it comes to my Sun (my Sun rules my 7th house) I'm really getting hit where it hurts more (I'm a Sag Sun, and my Jup is in Libra, natural sign of the 7th house). DepTaurusit hit mine exact 08 and through 09 and i had 3 breakdowns,shaved my hair.I got over emotional which looking back now helped me become more sensitive to my own feelings. No job no future depressed,it was the daily routine for two years straight.but i am who i am after going through that so it balances itself out eventually.teaselWhen it was square my Sun, I was drawing and painting a lot.It's now square my Moon/Venus/Nodes, and along with saturn in my 12th and PLuto int my 3rd, it's been a long time since I felt this lost and messed up. Sometimes I feel perfectly sane and fine, and other times I just feel like I'm never going to be okay. I see how I give my power away when I let things get to me, but sometimes you just don't have the strength to not let something get to you - I keep getting tipped upside down, and I really feel like I'm never going to be a-okay again. I hope I'm wrong. Can't say more right now - still trying to get over a cold and my ears feel like they need popping again. anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by athenegoddess:Ahh thanks anongirl. You are very sweet. stay strong. Thank you. I don't feel very strong but I will persevere like always. anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by teasel:When it was square my Sun, I was drawing and painting a lot.It's now square my Moon/Venus/Nodes, and along with saturn in my 12th and PLuto int my 3rd, it's been a long time since I felt this lost and messed up. Sometimes I feel perfectly sane and fine, and other times I just feel like I'm never going to be okay. I see how I give my power away when I let things get to me, but sometimes you just don't have the strength to not let something get to you - I keep getting tipped upside down, and I really feel like I'm never going to be a-okay again. I hope I'm wrong. teasel, you describe a big part of my pain. It was on my Moon/IC before it hit my Sun stellium and OMG............ anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by DepTaurus:it hit mine exact 08 and through 09 and i had 3 breakdowns,shaved my hair.I got over emotional which looking back now helped me become more sensitive to my own feelings. No job no future depressed,it was the daily routine for two years straight.but i am who i am after going through that so it balances itself out eventually.Ha, glad to hear it balances out eventually because I'm so fed up with feeling so yucky!Being sensitive to one's own feelings is fine but DAMN it hurts all the f*cking time! A big part of me is completely numb from pain. inthemisosoupIt will be in this order: conjunct my mars, squaring my MC, squaring saturn, conjunct jupiter, squaring sun, conjunct moon, squaring uranus. I am worried, i can't help it! I am hoping I will handle it ok; I have already a lot of Pisces in my chart (mars, jupiter, moon, all in the first) so I am used to a bit of Neptune. Thanks for your kind words, though, anongirl. StawrI was born with this transit, so yes. lolenchantress299I haven't had the square, but I will tell you, the opp isn't much better. Old Neptune is currently opping my Venus/MC/Sun and I just feel like I've been walking around in a fog. Now that the applying aspect to my Venus has kind of weakened, it feels a little better, as that should be the last pass for my Venus (I think).I was thinking the 'one big ball of ouch' also had to do with the fact that it is squaring my Chiron and Jupiter/Uranus at the same time it is opposing my Venus/MC/Sun. Mostly I'm just trying to keep my head out of the clouds as much as possible. It's when I zone out to lalaland (not this one, ha) that I end up getting WAAAAY off track. Also, I'm finding that it started with a crisis of my hopes/dreams/wishes. Not sure if anyone else experienced that (and also, tSaturn is in my 11th house right now too, which might also cause that).I just want it to get off of the first few degrees of Pisces thankyouverymuch. anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by inthemisosoup:It will be in this order: conjunct my mars, squaring my MC, squaring saturn, conjunct jupiter, squaring sun, conjunct moon, squaring uranus. I am worried, i can't help it! I am hoping I will handle it ok; I have already a lot of Pisces in my chart (mars, jupiter, moon, all in the first) so I am used to a bit of Neptune. Thanks for your kind words, though, anongirl. You're welcome!Sharing helps me so I thank You! I don't have much Pisces in my chart other than my NN and Nept on MC conj Sun/Merc in the 10th. So it may be a reason why this is so hard on me. anongrl10^^ Oh, yeah, chiron is currently (and for a while) being squeezed all out by Uranus and they both trine my Sun, which in combination to T Nept sq my Sun at the same time and Pluto squaring my Uranus (chart ruler in the 8th), it is just exhausting and feels like between a rock and a hard place. Thing is Nept is going back and forth due to rx motion like all outer planets so this has taken a while for me. It feels like I'm in the middle of deep sh!t (pardon my French), although this ought to be the last round (should be OK with T Nept in 2013 but then it enters my 2nd house and who wants deception attached to money?! sigh)...Is there any rock to go crawl under? SaggiMC quote:Originally posted by anongrl10:^^ Oh, yeah, chiron is currently (and for a while) being squeezed all out by Uranus and they both trine my Sun, which in combination to T Nept sq my Sun at the same time and Pluto squaring my Uranus (chart ruler in the 8th), it is just exhausting and feels like between a rock and a hard place. Thing is Nept is going back and forth due to rx motion like all outer planets so this has taken a while for me. It feels like I'm in the middle of deep sh!t (pardon my French), although this ought to be the last round (should be OK with T Nept in 2013 but then it enters my 2nd house and who wants deception attached to money?! sigh)...Is there any rock to go crawl under? What might help is to meditate, listen to music, try doing something creative. I have Neptune Opp sun and moon natally and the antedote for hard aspects with neptune is music it seems to *sooth the soul* and calm everything down... ------------------I love the parable, “If you give a man a fish, you feed him for a day, BUT if you teach him how to fish, you feed him for life.”anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by SaggiMC: What might help is to meditate, listen to music, try doing something creative. I have Neptune Opp sun and moon natally and the antedote for hard aspects with neptune is music it seems to *sooth the soul* and calm everything down... Yeah, it opposes my Moon natally as well (Nept on MC, late Scorpio, Moon on IC, late Taurus). These days I watch a lot of movies to appease Mr. Nept. I love your suggestion about music. I thought I'm doing enough of this but it doesn't hurt to up my usual dose. I had my first astral travel a few nights ago (did you see my thread on the Astral forum? would love your feedback)I do meditate but due to general agitation I find it harder and harder to do so. I should go back to yoga but finances suck at the moment. Plus I'm so busy with a million of things I do for free!!! Urgh. I volunteer for: 1) website development, 2) various private lessons, and 3) research projects (I'm a postdoc so this is unpaid until we get funding). If anybody paid me for 1/4 of all this work, I would be rich! I seem to have lost my spine too. Today T Nept is EXACT squaring my Sun. I hope the separating movement will help me recover a part of the missing me...... Sigh. What separating orb would you suggest is best for relief? anongrl10 quote:Originally posted by Stawr:I was born with this transit, so yes. lolTell me how you are handling it please? Although I hope it's easier to have it natally as you have your entire lifetime to adjust!
Asking for sharing personal experiences, strategies to deal, etc. Of course answering this presumes that 1) you know what I'm talking about, 2) have been through the transit yourselves, 3) are willing to share your experience and 4) help me out by offering thoughts/suggestions/plain old good commiseration.
To sum it up: deceptive, paranoid, dysfunctional people in my life on a daily basis. It's doing my head in. If I was hallucinating or taking drugs I would have an easier ride but I am opposed to using these kinds of crutches in my life. Sigh.
How are you doing btw? Any improvement? Or have u moved out?
Thank you very much for commiserating.
I'm really sorry you are going through that! All I can say is whatever you do, don't become one of them and stay strong show neptune you can take the heat!
Oh and thaks for asking. We actually made up and we are going to see each other for first time today since we broke up. Moon is in Taurus about to conjunct my Jupiter. Hopefully it goes well.
quote:Originally posted by athenegoddess:Oh my dear that sounds awful. I for one cannot be around people like that because I am an emotional sponge and I will literally go crazy. I need peace and harmony at all times.
"Emotional sponge" could have been my middle name! Sigh. And with my Jup in Libra (I'm a Sag Sun) I too need peace and harmony above all.
quote:I'm really sorry you are going through that! All I can say is whatever you do, don't become one of them and stay strong show neptune you can take the heat!
Thank you! [shaking fist towards Neptune "Will show you!"...grrr.... Remember Lucy Ball's face when she went "rrrrrrr"? That's me right there! ]
quote:Oh and thaks for asking. We actually made up and we are going to see each other for first time today since we broke up. Moon is in Taurus about to conjunct my Jupiter. Hopefully it goes well.
Great! Fingers X'ed for you. You are really strong and have a good head on your shoulders, you will do what makes sense. I know you're hurting... Usually the strongest people are the most sensitive.
I was developing my mediumship and spirit worked with me most days, but not in the conventionaly way. I one point I was take off the astral planes every night for 3months solid. I know this because next day I sat in front of my computer and relived it through my third eye with the help of spirit. I had a few guides, one eygptian called Izikiel,one chinese man called Ho Far, a red indian called Little Eagle. they took me back to past lives, one I drowned, one I was hanged. One in Egypt where I finished my iniatation into the big White brotherhood. They took me to the Halls of Learning, church services, Catherdrals. All sorts of wonderful things. Some I just had to sit and cry about. One where i was being trained by a medicine man, and he was teaching me out of body techniques.
I had a wonderful black stallion called jerrick who mainly took me up to the higher planes, where I would meet my guides. Other mediums in circles have seen this stallion, so i know it's not a figment of my imagination. he's been with me for 3other incarnations...
I also (on the negative side) had a psychic attack..explained more here http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/004438.html
I remember that Xmas my three mains guides did a treat for me, did something wonderful. I stood in front of my patio door, it was going dark. As I stood transfixed my face started to change to each of my three guides, who were sitting on the sette next to me giggling. I couldn't beleive my face changed three times, so i said, "do it again" and yes they did.....
One example of this was some stranger came to me with a stutter wanting me to give a message to someone. He heard me send my thoughts out for my guide for assistance. On this he manhandled me and pinned up on my own sette. ... then I screamed for some help, which came. I was dropped like a sack of spuds, freaking out, hyper ventalating. Went and had a swift sherry or two....
for what seems weeks I kept hearing an astral bell. Let me explain, whilst fully asleep it just sounded like someone was doing, 'knock a door run' which made me jump out of bed and run to the window, at different times like 2,3 4am. But allsorts goes through your minds, family, police, death... very freakey... I go so used to being woken up I learnt to ignore it as best I could. From what I can gather, it's a 'warning of psychic attack'
but i am who i am after going through that so it balances itself out eventually.
It's now square my Moon/Venus/Nodes, and along with saturn in my 12th and PLuto int my 3rd, it's been a long time since I felt this lost and messed up. Sometimes I feel perfectly sane and fine, and other times I just feel like I'm never going to be okay. I see how I give my power away when I let things get to me, but sometimes you just don't have the strength to not let something get to you - I keep getting tipped upside down, and I really feel like I'm never going to be a-okay again. I hope I'm wrong.
Can't say more right now - still trying to get over a cold and my ears feel like they need popping again.
quote:Originally posted by athenegoddess:Ahh thanks anongirl. You are very sweet. stay strong.
Thank you. I don't feel very strong but I will persevere like always.
quote:Originally posted by teasel:When it was square my Sun, I was drawing and painting a lot.It's now square my Moon/Venus/Nodes, and along with saturn in my 12th and PLuto int my 3rd, it's been a long time since I felt this lost and messed up. Sometimes I feel perfectly sane and fine, and other times I just feel like I'm never going to be okay. I see how I give my power away when I let things get to me, but sometimes you just don't have the strength to not let something get to you - I keep getting tipped upside down, and I really feel like I'm never going to be a-okay again. I hope I'm wrong.
teasel, you describe a big part of my pain. It was on my Moon/IC before it hit my Sun stellium and OMG............
quote:Originally posted by DepTaurus:it hit mine exact 08 and through 09 and i had 3 breakdowns,shaved my hair.I got over emotional which looking back now helped me become more sensitive to my own feelings. No job no future depressed,it was the daily routine for two years straight.but i am who i am after going through that so it balances itself out eventually.
Ha, glad to hear it balances out eventually because I'm so fed up with feeling so yucky!Being sensitive to one's own feelings is fine but DAMN it hurts all the f*cking time! A big part of me is completely numb from pain.
I was thinking the 'one big ball of ouch' also had to do with the fact that it is squaring my Chiron and Jupiter/Uranus at the same time it is opposing my Venus/MC/Sun.
Mostly I'm just trying to keep my head out of the clouds as much as possible. It's when I zone out to lalaland (not this one, ha) that I end up getting WAAAAY off track. Also, I'm finding that it started with a crisis of my hopes/dreams/wishes. Not sure if anyone else experienced that (and also, tSaturn is in my 11th house right now too, which might also cause that).
I just want it to get off of the first few degrees of Pisces thankyouverymuch.
quote:Originally posted by inthemisosoup:It will be in this order: conjunct my mars, squaring my MC, squaring saturn, conjunct jupiter, squaring sun, conjunct moon, squaring uranus. I am worried, i can't help it! I am hoping I will handle it ok; I have already a lot of Pisces in my chart (mars, jupiter, moon, all in the first) so I am used to a bit of Neptune. Thanks for your kind words, though, anongirl.
You're welcome!Sharing helps me so I thank You! I don't have much Pisces in my chart other than my NN and Nept on MC conj Sun/Merc in the 10th. So it may be a reason why this is so hard on me.
Thing is Nept is going back and forth due to rx motion like all outer planets so this has taken a while for me. It feels like I'm in the middle of deep sh!t (pardon my French), although this ought to be the last round (should be OK with T Nept in 2013 but then it enters my 2nd house and who wants deception attached to money?! sigh)...Is there any rock to go crawl under?
quote:Originally posted by anongrl10:^^ Oh, yeah, chiron is currently (and for a while) being squeezed all out by Uranus and they both trine my Sun, which in combination to T Nept sq my Sun at the same time and Pluto squaring my Uranus (chart ruler in the 8th), it is just exhausting and feels like between a rock and a hard place. Thing is Nept is going back and forth due to rx motion like all outer planets so this has taken a while for me. It feels like I'm in the middle of deep sh!t (pardon my French), although this ought to be the last round (should be OK with T Nept in 2013 but then it enters my 2nd house and who wants deception attached to money?! sigh)...Is there any rock to go crawl under?
------------------I love the parable, “If you give a man a fish, you feed him for a day, BUT if you teach him how to fish, you feed him for life.”
quote:Originally posted by SaggiMC: What might help is to meditate, listen to music, try doing something creative. I have Neptune Opp sun and moon natally and the antedote for hard aspects with neptune is music it seems to *sooth the soul* and calm everything down...
Yeah, it opposes my Moon natally as well (Nept on MC, late Scorpio, Moon on IC, late Taurus). These days I watch a lot of movies to appease Mr. Nept. I love your suggestion about music. I thought I'm doing enough of this but it doesn't hurt to up my usual dose. I had my first astral travel a few nights ago (did you see my thread on the Astral forum? would love your feedback)I do meditate but due to general agitation I find it harder and harder to do so. I should go back to yoga but finances suck at the moment. Plus I'm so busy with a million of things I do for free!!! Urgh. I volunteer for: 1) website development, 2) various private lessons, and 3) research projects (I'm a postdoc so this is unpaid until we get funding). If anybody paid me for 1/4 of all this work, I would be rich! I seem to have lost my spine too. Today T Nept is EXACT squaring my Sun. I hope the separating movement will help me recover a part of the missing me...... Sigh. What separating orb would you suggest is best for relief?
quote:Originally posted by Stawr:I was born with this transit, so yes. lol
Tell me how you are handling it please? Although I hope it's easier to have it natally as you have your entire lifetime to adjust!
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